Saturday, January 24, 2015

Life is unfair

Whether you do good or slack off, you still end up failing. I'm so fed up with never ending bad luck and problems. My whole life is a failure experiment. I feel extremely jealous with the people that I feel I'm better than them but still they are the one succeeding.
What have I done wrong or what am I doing wrong? What's waiting for me at the end of the road? or is there something waiting? or worse, Is there an "end of the road"? 
At work. things  are not going my way. I feel like the oldest tree in the block but still they don't see what I'm capable of. I tried being the best, but they just don't care. If I slack off then they make it a big deal. I want to move up but now I'm demotivated. It's hard going against yourself, specially when you know that you could do it but the appreciation is not there. 

A lot of people doesn't understand me. They make a big issue whenever I did something wrong but shuts the hell up when I'm doing what I'm suppose to or did something I would consider an accomplishment.

Life throw punches at you with no regard to what could happen. I don't believe that whatever you do makes an impact to your life, or even saying that you control your life and how it could turn out. Because, it's not you who really controls your life, It's the people around you. Their actions make the majority of the challenges in life. If what they're doing doesn't go as planned then failure is inevitable.

They said " be consistent.". Well, tell you what, Life is the best example of Inconsistency. It's is a roller coaster without an end and a series of loop that changes for time to time. People changes, they make mistakes. 

humans are unpredictable... they could be at their worst for 99 days,but they could change for the better on the 100th. If they're still trying, keep believing. Change is constant